..how different it would be? If I hadn't lost kathleen? I'd be almost to my due date, fatter, happier, buying things for her to get ready... My due date was august 18th. Scott leaves town on business on the 17th, so i'm going to be all alone. He invited me to go with him but luckily I started a job on monday, so I can't go. How am I going to be alone on that day? I don't know how I'm going to do it. I'm not over it. Scott doesn't want to try again. Now that Cynda has moved out of the house he's gotten a taste of freedom, and I guess realized how much he missed it. So this is my life now. I read the same book over and over again because I don't have time to get to the library, and i don't have money to buy any more.
Anyways, can't cry in front of the in-law. Later.